"Shit you are one really really ugly sick dyke freak. Kill yourself you disgusting lesbian retard and stop embarrassing your family, they are gonna be happy when you die. They cry every day for having such a sick, cunt loving lesbian for a daughter. Fucking dumb, disgusting, cunt loving, menstrual blood drinking lesbian creature. Choke on menstrual blood you ugly dyke shit"
lol. Whoever sent that to me? Fuck you. I let that get to me when I first read it. And now, after a few hours of thinking it over, I thought about something.
I’m not an ugly, sick dyke freak.
I’m not a disgusting lesbian.
I’m not a retard who should kill herself.
I’m not embarrassing my family and they won’t be happy when I’m dead.
They don’t cry everyday because I’m a “sick, cunt loving lesbian” of a daughter.
I’m not fucking dumb.
I’m not fucking disgusting.
I’m not a fucking “cunt loving, menstrual blood drinking lesbian creature.”
I’m not gonna choke on menstrual blood.
And again, I’m not an ugly dyke piece of shit.
I’m a fucking human being.
I’m a bisexual 16-year-old-female who loves talking to yeah, talk dirty with her girlfriend once in a while.
What teenager nowadays doesn’t talk dirty when they’re in a relationship?
I’m a Freshman in high school trying to get through all of the fucking bull shit that has happened to me in the past 5 or so years, like my fucked up family arguing all the time, or not being able to have a decent meal for weeks, or fucking cunts like you bullying me about my sexuality and who I am.
My friends and family love me no matter who or what I love.
And when I become the great and amazing author I know I can be when I’m older, and they ask me, “how do you cope with people who don’t agree with the messages you send to young teens and young adults?”
I’m going to look back on what you said to me, and say, “Easy. I ignore them. They can’t blame me for what they’re kids are interested in reading.”
So, thank you for giving me fuel for the fire that will soon be my passion.
Even though I don’t like what you said to me.
I thank you for it.
I’m being the bigger person and I’m not gonna fight back.
I was pretty down but now I’m better. And yourself?